Self-portrait - In progress

Leave me alone
Don't know my own face
Flowers of emptiness
Black in the rain
There is no going back
Birthday dream
I am unrecognizable to myself
I cannot listen to myself
That day I cried
Be happy birthday
I want control
My blue fears
I want to heal
The same old play
This mental cage
In holy water
Big black train comin
Dark and decayed
My tired heart
Lights out tonight

Leave me alone
Don't know my own face
Flowers of emptiness
Black in the rain
There is no going back
Birthday dream
I am unrecognizable to myself
I cannot listen to myself
That day I cried
Be happy birthday
I want control
My blue fears
I want to heal
The same old play
This mental cage
In holy water
Big black train comin
Dark and decayed
My tired heart
Lights out tonight